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Cockatoo Part 8Cockatoo Part 8Shane’s lips brushed mine so gently I wasn’t sure he had kissed me atall, as if he was still giving me the chance to back out. I closed myeyes and pressed my lips onto his and I felt the pressure increase andwe were kissing properly, his lips crushing mine. I felt lightheaded,and the blood began to pound in my ears as I felt his arm pull mecloser. I hesitantly put my hand up to his face to stroke his cheek, andI was shocked to feel his stubble beneath my fingers. It was enough tojerk me into the reality what I was doing and I froze. What the hell wasI doing? I was tired and lonely and scared, and I wanted some comfort fromsomebody, but this had gone far too far. It was flattering that Shanewas attracted to me, and I liked him, but not in the same way, surely? Ihad allowed myself to be drawn into something I wasn’t prepared for; itseems I did still have some boundaries, and despite the dressing and theacting as a woman, I wasn’t ready for anything else. Shane sensed something had changed, ‘What’s the matter, Jamie?’‘I can’t do this, Shane, I’m sorry.’ He brushed my hair back but I couldn’t look at him. He lifted my chinwith his finger and said, ‘Don’t worry, Jamie. It’s been a hell of a dayand you’re tired and lonely. It’s OK, I understand.’I felt like I was tottering on the edge of an abyss and that a slipwould send me tumbling down. ‘Shane, I’m so sorry and I can’t explain, but it wouldn’t be right to goon.’‘It’s OK, babe, I understand. It’s OK. If you want to go back on the bedit’s fine, we can forget all about this. It never happened, OK?’I didn’t know what to say. I felt horrible. Shane had given me plenty ofopportunity to back out and I had ignored him. What did I think I wasdoing? He had been a hero with the ambush, God knows what would havehappened if he hadn’t been there. I owed him a lot, but I couldn’t goany further.‘Shane, I’ve been a fool, and you’ve been so nice. Maybe one day, I cantell you the whole story, but I’m sorry for leading you on. I do likeyou, but it’s not right. Shit, I’m not making much sense.’‘It’s cool, Jamie, nothing happened, right? You’re great and I like you,but I’m not going to push you if it’s not what you want. You’ll work itout, no worries.’He paused, giving me time to sort out what to do next.‘Jamie, it’s up to you babe, if you want go back on the bed that’s fine,if you want to stay down here that’s good with me too. Nothing willhappen, I promise.’The tone of his voice led me to believe that he also wanted somecompany. He was a tough guy, but like all of us he needed some comforttoo. I made up my mind, it was the least I could do for him.‘Can I stay here? Do you mind?’ I could sense he was grinning, ‘Jamie, no worries, just kick me if Isnore.’‘OK, Shane, sleep well.’‘G’night, Jamie.’As tired as I was, sleep didn’t come quickly. I lay there cursing myselffor what I had done. Yet, somewhere deep down there was some part of methat had wanted it, and it was that thought which kept swirling aroundin my mind. Shane began to snore gently as he fell asleep and eventuallymy eyelids became too heavy for me to resist and I drifted off. ‘Jamie! Jamie!’ I woke with a start to see Nin looking down at me fromthe edge of the bed with her eyes wide open. I felt something heavy onme and groggily realised that Shane’s arm was d****d over my waist andhe must have been spooning up to me from behind. Shit, this doesn’t lookgood. I gently slipped his arm away from my waist, slid away from Shaneand pointed to the bathroom for Nin to follow me in there. We managed toget to the bathroom without waking Shane and I sat on the toilet seatwith my head in my hands. ‘What happen?’ asked Nin.‘Nin, nothing happened, well nothing much anyway. Oh, hell, I tried tokiss him, I think.’She giggled, her hand up to her mouth, ‘You think? Don’t you know?’I put my head back in my hands, ‘Well yes, I tried to kiss him but wedidn’t, well we did, but I stopped. Shit, I don’t know what I did.’ Iwas babbling now, and I decided that saying nothing was better thantrying to explain it. ‘Why you next to Shane?’ Nin was not going to let me off the hook. ‘Nin, I was tired, I missed Areeya and Alex and I thought I wanted somecomfort and he said I could come down next to him, then he put his armaround me and then I kissed him. I panicked when I realised what I wasdoing and stopped. That was it, honestly. Shane was really nice about itbut I feel terrible.’Nin came and knelt in front of me and took my hands in hers. She smiled,‘Jamie, there’s nothing to worry about then. If Shane alright about itthen It all OK.’ I looked up at her and she gave me a hug. ‘But there must have been a bit of me that wanted it, Nin.’‘So what, Jamie? Shane very nice, he like you, you like him, what toworry about?’ She smiled, and I had the distinct feeling Nin would haveliked Shane to like her too.I hugged her back, and she pulled me up and said, ‘We need to get youready, you look a mess. You take shower and I fetch your stuff, we getyou ready for drive to Bangkok.’ I slipped off the towel I had beenwearing along with the bra, the breast forms, wig and my knickers. Iturned the shower on and gratefully let the warm water wash over me,easing away some of the stress I was feeling.Nin came back into the bathroom with my bag, ‘Shane awake, he say if youneed help to wash your back, he glad to help.’ I looked aghast at herand she collapsed into giggles. ‘I joking, he said he go see if we canget breakfast.’ She slipped off her bra and knickers and tossed theminto the corner. She caught me looking at her breasts and said, ‘Youlike?’ I blushed again as she giggled, ‘Pao right, you have nice cock.’I laughed, realising that these girls kept no secrets from each other.‘I think you have a nice cock too, Nin.’ She smiled broadly, ‘Thank you Jamie, I hope maybe one day I get bonuslike Pao?’I blushed again, ‘I would be happy to do that, Nin.’ She had shaken meout of my self pity and I felt like things might not be as bad as theyseemed. Nin had her shower as I shaved and then she set to work on me.She wasn’t as skilful as Lawan but she still made a good job of mymakeup. I looked at myself in the mirror and I thought I looked OK. Someof the fear of being caught out had left, but it still felt odd to feelthe weight of the breast forms tugging the bra strap as I moved. It hadbeen a good move for the girls to give me some extra makeup and a freshpair of knickers to wear. We had not planned for me to spend a long timedressed, so I would have to wear the same skirt and top from theprevious day, but they didn’t look too bad. Nin and I emerged from thebathroom just as Shane arrived back in the room. ‘G’day girls, how are you? sleep well, I hope? You both look very nicethis morning.’I couldn’t look him in the eye and Nin said, ‘Thank you Shane, we sleptvery well. I hope you did too. No disturbances in the night, I hope?’ Iblushed and looked away.Shane looked at me and said, ‘No, none at all, slept like a log. Anyway,there’s a place down the road where we can get some food to eat on theway. The hotel have found us a taxi, so we can be on the road quickly.’ He held the door open for us and I scampered through, still not able tolook him in the eye. We managed to buy some fruit, spring rolls and fishcakes to eat for breakfast, but we couldn’t get coffee, so we had tomake do with bottled water. I was desperate for some coffee so Nin toldour driver to stop at the first place where we could pick some up. Weclimbed into yet another mini bus and set off for Bangkok, hopefully wewould make it this time. This time I made sure to sit next to Nin, notallowing Shane a chance, not that I thought he would after last night.Nobody felt much like chatting and before long Shane was asleep, hunchedup in his seat, and Nin followed soon after, her head resting gently onmy shoulder. We had started early but now the road was beginning to fill up withtrucks and coaches, motorcycle and mini buses taking half asleep peopleto work. My mind wandered as I began to think about what I would say toKritsada. It struck me then that if his phones were being listened tothen he might also be under surveillance. I groaned inwardly as Irealised that meant I would have to meet him dressed as I was. It maybehadn’t been all bad that I wasn’t able to change into my male clothes aswe had planned. Areeya knew Kritsada was going to be in Bangkok for thenext few days so with our arrival in Bangkok due about midday, we couldgo to his office and somehow get to see him there. I wasn’t thrilled about meeting Kritsada dressed like this, but at leastNin would be with me. I turned to watch her as she slept, her breastsrising and falling with her breathing. I had grown very fond of her overthe past few days and she had been a good choice for this trip.Inevitably my thoughts went back to last night, and I cringed as Ithought about what I had done, but Nin’s calm words came back to me,‘Shane very nice, he like you, you like him, what to worry about?’ Thatwas true, but no amount of rationalising could cover up that I had beentempted and had pulled away only at the last moment. In the months since I had been in Koh Samui, my life had been turnedupside down and I had shattered whatever boundaries I had from myprevious life. How far would I go? Was I just tired and lonely lastnight and was looking for solace? Or was it something else? Was thereanother boundary that I had to push down in this new life? For sure, Iwas flattered that Shane liked me, but I had never had thoughts about aman before. I discounted Alex, for irrespective of how we made love, Ihad fallen in love with her as a woman. Had Alex seen something in meall those years ago at university when he had tried to seduce me? MaybeI had been so deeply closeted then that it took meeting Alex again tobring me out? At that moment the driver called out something in Thai andhe pulled into a service station. He turned round and said, ‘Coffee.’I woke Nin and Shane and we trooped inside in search of coffee. Igrabbed Nin by the hand and whispered, ‘I need to pee, come with me.’Shane offered to get the coffees as Nin and I disappeared into thetoilets. muğla escort ‘Nin, where are we going to get Shane to drop us off? He will want totake us to your parents, but we have to get to Kritsada’s office. Wecan’t ask him to drop us there.’She thought for a moment before saying, ‘I will ask him to drop us atthe railway station, tell him we have to get train to my parent’s place.Then we go to Kritsada office.’‘OK, that sounds good. If Kritsada is being watched I have to go dressedlike this. I don’t know how we will get inside to see him.’‘OK, you stuck as Jamie for a bit longer. Are you OK with that?’‘I’ll have to be,’ I said, ‘there’s no choice.’We headed back to where Shane was waiting with the coffees and we sat insilence as we drank.I turned to Nin, ‘Can you get us some more snacks for the rest of thejourney, please?’ She looked puzzled but nodded and headed off. I turnedto Shane and said, ‘Shane, I want to apologise for last night for what Idid, it was stupid of me and I also want to thank you for being sogracious about it.’He looked at me without saying anything and then looked away for amoment before speaking, ‘Jamie, there is nothing to apologise for,nothing happened as far as I’m concerned and I don’t want you to worryabout it. It’s all good for me.’I touched his hand briefly and said, ‘Thank you, you’re a star.’He smiled, ‘But for God’s sake talk to me, will you? I can’t stand thesilent treatment I’ve had this morning.’I laughed, ‘OK, that’s a deal.’ We were laughing as Nin returned with abag of snacks and water. She looked from me to Shane with a puzzled lookand then shrugged.The journey back to Bangkok passed more quickly as we chatted and dozed.We passed Hua Hin, where the king has a palace, and sped towards thesprawling outskirts and traffic jams of Bangkok. Soon we slowed to acrawl with tuk-tuks and motorcycles adding to the mayhem that is Bangkoktraffic. Nin had told Shane that we should be dropped at the railwaystation and he had tried to argue, suggesting that he take us all theway, but Nin insisted we be left at the station. We swapped telephonenumbers and said that we would keep in touch. I thanked him for the taxiride and for everything he had done for us. He said it was nothing andthat he had enjoyed our company on the trip. We stopped at the station and Shane wanted to see us off but the driversaid he couldn’t wait. Shane lifted out Nin’s bag and gave her a bighug, almost lifting her off her feet and kissed her cheek. She wasblushing and giggling at the same time. He turned to me and wrapped hisarms around me, pulling me tight into his chest. I tentatively put myarms around him and he whispered in my ear, ‘It wasn’t to be this time,Jamie, maybe there will be another time.’He let go of me, kissed my cheek, turned to hurry back to the bus and wewaved to him as he disappeared into the traffic. Nin looked wistfully after him, ‘He nice man, Jamie. We were lucky tohave him on the trip.’‘We were so lucky, Nin. Very lucky indeed.’ To myself I thought, maybe abit too lucky, but I shook it off and we looked for a taxi. We arrivedat Kritsada’s office and I had sorted out a plan how to get Kritsada’sattention. I told Nin to call his office and to tell his secretary thatthere was a special gift delivery of GlenDronach waiting for him atreception to and that we had orders to hand deliver it to him. I guessedhe wouldn’t resist the opportunity of a bottle of his favourite whisky.The secretary told us to wait in reception and that someone would bedown shortly. We sat and waited for a few minutes and then the doors opened andKritsada emerged and we stood as he approached. We both bowed andpressed our hands together in a wai. He nodded, looked at mequizzically, but then shot a question to Nin in Thai. She replied softlyto him and motioned towards me. ‘Sawasdee Kha Khun Kritsada, I have amessage for you from your daughter sir. She wishes you are well andhopes you would receive us in private for a message for your ears only.’He looked baffled and then his expression changed to one of incredulity.He took another look at me and started to say, ‘James?’ ‘It’s Jamie, sir and we do have to talk in private.’ He nodded and said something to the receptionist. Nin whispered to me,‘Kritsada asked for his car to be brought to the front door.’A few minutes later a large black Mercedes drew up and Kritsadaindicated we should follow him outside and a uniformed driver leapt outand opened the doors for us. Kritsada indicated I should join him in theback and Nin went to the front. He gave some instructions to the driveras we headed out into the heavy traffic. He placed his finger on hislips and we sat in silence as the driver weaved his way through thetraffic. We pulled up outside a shabby looking restaurant somewhere inPatpong. Kritsada led the way inside and then straight through to theback of the restaurant. He opened a door and ushered us both inside. Incontrast to the dowdy restaurant it turned out to be a luxuriouslyfurnished lounge with a bar, sofas, low tables and large screentelevisions.‘Please sit down and let me get you both a drink so you can explain whatthe hell is going on.’I asked for a whisky and Nin a coke. Kritsada came back with two glassesof scotch and a coke for Nin.‘Clever to get my attention with the GlenDronach, but now tell me whyyou are dressed like this.’‘Is this place secure, sir, I mean is it possible this could be bugged?’‘James, or should I call you Jamie? This is a place I bring my closestfriends for private meetings and to watch football, I guarantee you it’snot bugged.’I picked up a remote control and turned the TV on and a pop musicchannel was playing K-pop videos. ‘I’m sorry sir, but I want to make sure.’ He shrugged, confident now hewas dealing with a madman. Nin was trying to make herself as small aspossible, not wanting to attract Kritsada’s attention. ‘You remember thelast time I was here, sir?’ ‘Of course, it was only last week.’I told him about my meeting with Jandaeng after I had left Kritsada’soffice and the way Jandaeng had tried to threaten me if I would not workfor him to spy on Kritsada. I told him about Jandaeng letting slip thathe knew I would be doing some off the books work for Kritsada whichmeant that Jandaeng either had a mole or was bugging Kritsada, orpossibly both. I said that we assumed the phones would be bugged andthat the only safe way to get a message across was to hand deliver it.We decided I had to be the one as Kritsada might not believe it fromanyone else. I explained that I had travelled as Jamie so that Iwouldn’t be spotted. I told him about the lost suitcase and the holdupas well leading us to be here later than planned. I finished and Kritsada sipped his drink and sat for a while, his facegiving nothing away. He glanced down at his watch and then looked at me.‘Firstly, let me give you my thanks for what you have done. When I firstsaw you I thought you had taken leave of your senses, but please forgiveme that reaction. I have always assumed that I am in the crosshairs, Ithink you say, of the police for many reasons, and yes, I know that myphones are tapped. But it does add to my suspicions that one of myemployees is conspiring against me. Jandaeng is known to me although Idid not know he was so interested in my activities. I will have to thinkabout how I protect myself from him and you will be able to help metrack down my internal spy. James, I know that you have done thisprimarily for Areeya and Alex, but I do thank you for what you havedone, It reinforces my view that you are a resourceful and courageousman. James, I find myself once more in your debt, and I think you knowthat is an unusual situation for me.’He paused and looked at Nin, ‘I congratulate you both on what you havedone. It sounds as if you have had a remarkable time. What do you intendto do now?’‘We need to head back to Samui, sir, and then we can come back asplanned next week to start our project. It’s what Jandaeng expects.’He laughed, ‘then I think we should give Jandaeng just what he wants, aspy on the inside. We can use that if we play this carefully. When willyou head back?’‘I think as soon as possible, sir, but maybe we can stay overnight andcatch a train back tomorrow morning. We should go down to Surat Thaniand cross to Samui from there. I don’t want to go back through Lomprayahthis time. After what happened there it might be too dangerous.’‘I think you’re right to be wary. I would offer you the company plane,but I think that would attract too much attention. I will arrange foryou to stay here, there are some rooms at the back for let’s say specialoccasions. This is undoubtedly one of them.’‘Thank you, sir. Can I ask one favour?’He raised an eyebrow, ‘Of course.’‘I would like to get out of these clothes, and as I lost my clothes onthe ferry, could you lend me some money to buy some?’‘I will certainly arrange for you to have some clothes but they will bemy gift, not a loan. But,’ he frowned and paused, ‘surely you will begoing back in female clothes? If someone has seen you then it could bedangerous to revert to James now? You have made a remarkable transitionto Jamie, and I think it best to stay that way.’I realised with a sinking feeling that he was right. He smiled, ‘Whydon’t I let Nin here go and buy you some nice clothes for tonight andfor the journey back. She knows your size, and I am sure she will choosewell. I have accounts in many stores, it should not be a problem. Nin,would this be possible? Please also choose some clothes for yourself aswell. It is a small token for what you have done.’Nin smiled from ear to ear. ‘I would be happy to go shopping for Jamie.’‘Good, that’s settled then. I will make arrangements for Nin to sign onmy account, and for your stay here. It is perfectly safe, although fromthe outside it may look a little undesirable, it helps to make it morediscreet. Jamie, I am very grateful for your efforts to warn me ofJandaeng and I will not forget the service you have done me. I will seeyou both next week as agreed.’He bowed to me, and then to Nin and left the room. Nin giggled, ‘Thiswill be fun, Jamie. I get to go shopping escort muğla for us.’ I shrugged, ‘Thesooner this is over, Nin, the happier I will be.’’Do you not enjoy dressing as a girl even a little bit, Jamie?’Her question caught me by surprise. ‘Nin, I don’t know. At first I wasterrified but as I relaxed and became more confident, I started to feelbetter about it. I guess, yes, it has been fun to be someone else. Itmakes me feel a little different too. I can see how men treat medifferently as a woman.’‘You mean Shane?’‘No, well yes, a bit. It was weird to find someone attracted to medressed as a girl. But I feel different dressed like this, calmer, morerelaxed in a funny way. It’s odd the way men look at you. I feel a bitshy, really.’ I ran out of words and Nin smiled. ‘It not all bad Jamie.’‘No you’re right, Nin, not all bad. But I haven’t thanked you foreverything you’ve done for me.’ I hugged her for a moment. ‘I couldn’thave done this without you, you’ve been great.’ Nin actually blushed, ‘I have enjoyed it Jamie, you so nice and brave todo this for Miss Areeya.’ Personally I still thought I was mad to bedoing this, but I didn’t say that. Kritsada returned and apologised butthere was only one room available as the others were occupied tonight. Ilooked at Nin and she shrugged, ‘We don’t mind sharing a room, it’s noproblem.’ He took us through to the back of the room and showed us into a largebeautifully decorated bedroom with an en suite bathroom and a very largedouble bed. I glanced at Nin and she winked which made me blush. Ithanked Kritsada, and he apologised but he had to leave to take care ofsome urgent business. He thanked us both once more and gave Nin a cardwhich he said would allow her to charge whatever she wished at theCentral Embassy Shopping Mall. I saw Nin’s eyes light up at the prospectof shopping in such an upmarket mall. When he left I flopped onto the bed and let out a huge sigh. Nin laybeside me and I felt for her hand and we lay there for a while justfeeling the stress of the day ebb away. I rolled over and saw that shehad fallen asleep and I watched her as she slept, thinking her beautifulas she slept. I couldn’t get to sleep as I wondered what the rest ofthis already fraught trip to Bangkok would bring.Nin woke soon after and she couldn’t wait to go shopping. She touched upher makeup before she left, telling me to get some sleep as she hadplans for us tonight. I groaned inwardly as I could only imagine whatthat could mean. Nin disappeared, and I took off my clothes and the wig,and luxuriated in a bath, the first one I had taken for a long time. Iwrapped myself into a fluffy dressing gown I found in the bathroom,tumbled back onto the bed and this time fell fast asleep. It seemed to be only a few minutes later when Nin was waking me up byshaking my shoulder. ‘Jamie, Jamie, wake up, I got shopping.’I managed to prise my eyes open to see Nin standing in the middle of theroom surrounded by bags with names like Chanel, Dior and Gucci. ‘I likeshopping.’ said Nin grinning all over her face. ‘Come on, have a look atwhat I bought for you.’ She was like a k** in a toy store, draggingstuff from bag after bag. I eventually got her down from her shoppinghigh and we laid out what she had bought on the bed. She had got acouple of outfits for each of us for tonight and underwear and a coupleof choices for traveling back tomorrow. ‘The shops say that we choose what we want and then they will take backthe rest. They call Khun Kritsada and he say that OK.’Nin took off her clothes and stood there naked, ready to try on herclothes and I thought just how beautiful she was. A perfectly formedwoman’s body with breasts that were small but wonderfully shaped, butwith a cock dangling from her groin. Her cock was small but on her itlooked perfect, and I instinctively licked my lips as I looked at it,just a few feet away from me. She caught me looking and giggled, twirledaround so that her hair and her cock flew out. She was teasing me and Iwas finding it increasingly difficult to stop myself responding. Icoughed again and said, ‘Let’s see what you got me.’ She pouted andsaid, ‘OK, take off dressing gown.’ I took it off and Nin whistled as Idid so, making me blush once more. ‘OK, OK, I stop now,’ but she was still grinning. She handed me a bagfrom Victoria’s Secret and out tumbled a collection of bras andknickers. I picked it up, and it felt so light and lacy on my fingers.Nin picked up one bra and said, ‘Try this one, it lovely, I think itsuits you.’ She came up behind me and pulled the bra straps over my armsand I could feel her breasts pressing against my back. I shivered andshe giggled again, ‘You like? bra I mean.’ She slid the breast forms into the cups of the bra and I felt the brastraps tighten and pull against my skin. I had gotten used to the weightof the forms but the tug of the bra straps was becoming a serious turnon for me. Nin grabbed the matching knickers and knelt in front of me,made me place first one foot and then the other into the knickers, thenslid the soft material up my legs encasing my cock and balls. I couldnot help my reaction and my cock stiffened as it nestled into the lacymaterial of the knickers. ‘I think you like this,’ Nin said as she reached out and stroked my cockwith her fingers. I let out a whimper as her touch almost overwhelmedme and looked down to see her rubbing my growing cock through theknickers. She looked up and whispered, ‘You want me to take care ofthis, Jamie?’ I looked down, and I was so horny by now all I could dowas nod. I watched as she slipped down the front of the knickers andslid my cock straight into her mouth. The feeling was so exquisitelystimulating that I threw back my head and moaned out loud. My hands fellinstinctively to her head as I felt her tongue swirling around the tipof my cock. I looked down again to see her head bobbing to and fro asshe took my cock all the way to the root, and I could feel her nosegraze my skin. She let my cock slide from her mouth and she spat on itand used her hand to make me even harder. I was so aroused it didn’ttake me long to build to a climax and she took me back into her mouth tocatch my cum as it shot into the back of her throat. As it did so, mylegs buckled and I had to steady myself against the wall. Nin stood up and kissed me and her tongue forced open my lips and shepushed my cum into my mouth. I gagged but managed to swallow it as Nintook a step back smiling and wiping her mouth with her hand. She reacheda finger, wiped a stray drop of cum from my lip, slid the finger intoher mouth and licked it clean. ‘You like, Jamie? Pao is right, you dotaste nice.’ She kissed me once more, then danced away to the bathroom.I stood there transfixed, I had never been blown so fast or soefficiently by anyone; Pao, Alex or Areeya. Nin would win a gold medalif the Olympics had a speed cock sucking event.She emerged from the shower a little later, a towel wrapped around herhead in a turban and wearing nothing but a smile. In the meantime I hadlooked into the bags and had rejected many of the sexier outfits Nin hadbrought along and instead had chosen a bright red pleated skirt thatcame down to my ankles but which had two slits almost to the waist onboth sides. When I walked it showed a lot of leg but I thought it wouldbe nice and cool in the evening. I also selected a white lace top whichwasn’t totally see through, but which I also thought would be cool towear. Nin whistled as she emerged and saw me wearing the outfit in front ofthe mirror. ‘Very nice, Jamie, you have good taste.’ I blushed and saidthat she had picked them so she was the one with good taste. She laughedand dived into the bags to pick out her outfit. In contrast to me Ninpicked a beautiful Gucci floral lace miniskirt and a tight black laceAlexander McQueen crop top. I stared open mouthed at her, ‘You lookgorgeous Nin.’ She did a twirl in front of me and she did lookbreathtaking. She dragged me into the bathroom and opening up yetanother bag she set about my makeup. She talked to me all time she wasdoing it, telling me what she was doing. She finished and slid the wigback onto my head and let me see what she had done. I looked quitedifferent this time, the makeup was darker and heavier, but with theaddition of a necklace and a bracelet she produced from yet another bag,she declared herself happy. ‘OK, Jamie, we go out now, trust me I take care of you. We go have alittle fun tonight.’ With a swift kiss to my cheek she pulled me outthrough the restaurant onto the street. This time I felt more confidentand less inhibited about dressing, it seemed now more natural to me aswe walked arm in arm down the streets of Patpong. We were on the end ofsome looks from people, but they only seemed to be intrigued at thefarang and Thai girl walking together. Nin was in her element of course,and I remembered that she had worked here in Bangkok before going to KohSamui. She must have mixed feelings about coming back I thought, but sheseemed to be happy enough. As we passed King’s Corner bar a group ofgirls outside screamed loudly and ran over to surround and embrace Ninwho was laughing and high fiving them. She grabbed me and said somethingin Thai to the girls who turned to look at me with appraising eyes. ‘Itold them you my friend from Samui, you want to see what kathoey life islike. You might want to do it. I know these girls from my time here inBangkok. They nice girls.’Before I could say anything we were both dragged into the bar and themamasan came across to see what all the fuss was about. The mamasanreached out, pinched my arm and aimed a volley in Thai at Nin wholistened and said something back as the mamasan kept nodding her head atme. Nin shook her head and replied, to the mamasan’s obviousdisappointment.‘What did she say?’ I asked Nin.Nin was trying and failing to hold back a smile, ‘She ask if you werekathoey, I say yes and she ask if you want to work tonight, she knowmany Thai men pay lots for short time with girl like you.’ She laughedas she saw the horrified look on my face, ‘Don’t worry I said not thistime, maybe next time you in Bangkok.’ ‘What?’ muğla escort bayan I spluttered.‘Chill Jamie, you not going to come back anyway, makes it easy thisway.’ The mamasan pulled at my wig, made a face and said something toNin. ‘She say your wig not good, she have better one in back, do you want totry it?’ I wasn’t sure Alex would be happy to hear her wig being trashedin such a way, but without really thinking about it I nodded to Nin, whograbbed my hand and dragged me with the mamasan into the back of thebar. There were the usual rooms at the back and some very familiarnoises coming from one of them. We walked into what seemed to be thekathoeys’ dressing room with one of the girls sitting at the makeupmirror, smoking and reading a magazine. The mamasan shouted at her, andshe lazily stood up, took a deep drag on her cigarette, flicked her hairdisdainfully and stalked back into the bar. She was followed by what wasobviously a stream of abuse from the mamasan. Nin shrugged her shoulders and sat me down in the recently vacated chairin front of the mirror. The mamasan carefully removed my blonde wig andreturned with a long black wig in both hands. She shook it out andsmoothed it over my head, and then I saw just how long it was. My blondewig had ended just below my shoulders, but this one must have reachedhalfway down my back. The mamasan eased it onto my head and Iimmediately felt the difference in weight. She brushed it back from infront of my face and I could not believe my eyes. The blonde wig wasgood, but this one changed my whole face. The colour seemed to make myskin glow and the extra length made my face look narrower and smaller. Icould not resist putting my fingers up to brush back the hair and toturn my head to see how it looked in profile. I turned to look at Ninand she was smiling broadly at me.‘Jamie, it looks good on you, don’t you think?’I nodded and felt the hair move with my head, ‘It makes such adifference, I wouldn’t have recognised myself like this.’ The mamasan was nodding and smiling and I turned to her, ‘Khap kun ka,mamasan.’ I think for some reason she had taken a liking to me and wassaying something in Thai. Nin said, ‘She wants to know if change yourmind about working tonight, she say you make good money tonight.’I laughed and told Nin to tell her no, but I would consider it when Inext come back. Nin came round to face me looked closely at my face,brushed back some of the hair, ‘With new hair you need new makeup tomatch, will you let me try?’I was strangely excited by the transformation the wig had made and Ithought why not? I nodded to Nin who grabbed some makeup one of thegirls had left there and got to work. She turned me away from the mirrorso I couldn’t see what was going on. She worked quickly, but I knew shewas doing a lot more than she had done earlier on. She started with myeyes and before long the mamasan had produced a pair of false eyelasheswhich Nin carefully applied. Nin moved onto my lips and she used apencil at first followed by a brush to apply what I guessed was lipgloss. She looked at me from different angles and obviously declaredherself happy, before turning me to face the mirror. I gasped as Ilooked at what she had done. My lips were a brilliant scarlet and myeyes were a masterpiece. She had used several colours to darken theupper lid and to feather it into the corner of the eye. Together withthe false eye lashes which, although they felt really odd drew attentionto my eyes, which now looked enormous. ‘Oh my God,’ I said, almost not able to speak properly. Nin and themamasan hugged each other and were grinning like they would never stop. ‘You like?’ asked the mamasan, revealing that she knew some English. I smiled at her, ‘Yes, I like very much.’ She leant down and gave me ahug, then kissed my cheek. Nin grabbed my hand and pulled me up andheaded off to the bar. The girls took one look at me and went crazy,crowding round me and talking excitedly to each other. They wanted totake pictures of me, both by myself and with them. I admit I was gettingcarried away with the attention and was frankly preening and posing likemad. Nin was never far away, and she took a few selfies of the two of usand I was astounded at how I looked. Sure, I was no model, but with thewig and makeup I thought I looked OK.The mamasan clapped her hands, and it was obvious that she wanted thegirls to get back to work. They s**ttered and some went onto the stageto dance and some went outside. Business was beginning to pick up andthe bar was getting busier. I sat down with Nin and she smiled, ‘Jamie,you can’t tell me that wasn’t fun.’ I grinned back, ‘Yeah, that was fun, I have to admit. What a differencethe wig and the makeup made. Thanks Nin, you’ve been great.’ As I leanedover to give her a kiss on the cheek she moved her head slightly and Iended up kissing her on the lips. I felt for the first time thesensation of lipstick against lipstick, the taste of mine mingling withNin’s, the erotic slipperiness of our lips as they moved against eachother. I heard myself make a small moan in my throat and my tongueslipped into Nin’s mouth. Her eyes opened wide and I imagine mine musthave too. I pulled back and muttered ‘Sorry, sorry, I didn’t meanthat.’ Nin sighed and said, ‘No worries, Jamie. Nothing wrong.’We were both flustered, and were saved by one of the girls coming overand sitting down with us. She seemed to be very interested in Nin and asthey chattered away to themselves, I scanned the bar. This was anotherdifference between being a man and a woman. As a man I was the predator,I was the one looking and checking out everyone. I could hold eyecontact with whoever I wanted. Sitting here dressed as a woman I knew Iwas the prey surrounded by predators. Some men would glance at mequickly as if they were really looking somewhere else and accidentallylooked at me. Others would blatantly stare and keep eye contact, and Ifound myself unnerved by this directness, unused to the hungry looksthat men give to women. I had never been aware of this even in Cockatooon Samui, and I spent many hours there. This felt very different, and Icould maybe understand women better when they talked of their feeling ofinsecurity.However, as I watched I realised there were really two kinds of predatorat work here; the customers and the girls. The men, they were mostly menin the bar, but there were some couples around, thought themselves thepredator in search of the prey. However, the girls were as much thepredator as the men, but the men didn’t know they were prey. The girlscould size up in an instant who would give them the best return fortheir time. They could tell the time wasters, those who came to ogle andtake their time over a single bottle of Leo. They spent little time withthem preferring those further up the food chain. There were the newbies,so nervous you could practically smell them. They were good because itwould all be over quickly and the girls could move on to the nexttarget. They didn’t tip much, but it was an efficient use of the girlstime. There were the ones fascinated by the kathoey culture, married and jadedwith their vanilla sex lives at home. So many of the men were married,the white circle around the finger where they had slipped off the ringwould often give them away. The boys on tour crowd were good value forthe girls, who could separate their prey from the rest of the herd in aninstant. They were there for ‘the laughs’, egging each other on so thatthey could have something to brag about when they got home. The girlscould blow them so quickly that the boys would walk out lookingembarrassed. The girls could also mostly tell the odd ones, those who just didn’tseem ‘right’. The ones who were looking for something that wasn’t on themenu. There were psychopaths too, but those are really hard to spot.They can act like you and me but their sole objective is their ownpleasure, and the girls hated them. There were the good ones too, themen who really were attracted to the kathoeys and sometimes, justsometimes, ended up with a kathoey girlfriend. I knew all about that, ofcourse.From time to time, one of the bar girls would come and sit with me andchat across me to Nin. A hand would slide under the table, would rub mycock and as I responded they would giggle and slip away again. I wassupplied with beers as the night wore on and once the mamasan came tosit with me and tried one more time to get me to go with one of the menwho had asked for me. I smiled and turned her down, but she didn’t seemtoo bothered, and stroked my cheek and even kissed me there once. Shesaid something to Nin who looked puzzled but translated, ‘She says youremind her of a farang kathoey she had at another bar a few years back.’It was with a shock I realised it might have been Alex she was talkingabout. I was going to get Nin to ask the mamasan, but she was calledaway and I never got the chance to ask her again. A group of Englishrugby players had come in and there was a lot of shouting and singing asthey ogled and good naturedly teased the girls. I had been kept suppliedwith drinks and to be honest I was pretty buzzed by this time. An olderguy came over and asked if he could buy Nin a drink. She said, ‘Yes, ifyou buy my friend Jamie, one too.’ I shot her a foul look, but hegrinned and said, ‘Sure, girls, what you want?’ The mamasan arrived asif by magic and he ordered us a couple of ladydrinks. The mamasanactually winked at me as she went off to fetch the drinks.‘I’m Steve, hello to you two lovely girls,’ he said and sat between thetwo of us, putting his arm around my waist. I couldn’t pull away as oneof the other girls was sat right next to me. He had his other arm aroundNin’s waist and she was giggling her head off. Steve appeared prettydrunk and was slurring his words as he tried to chat to me and Nin. Isaw her slip her hand under the table and by the way Steve was twitchingshe had grabbed his cock. He leaned over and gave her a kiss. He turnedto me and tried to do the same, but I moved my head and I think all hegot was a mouth full of hair. He turned back to Nin and soon they werekissing again, but I felt his hand slide onto my leg, and as I grabbedhis hand to move it away, I looked up to see a group of Thai men walkinto the bar. My heart jumped into my mouth as I recognised the mirroredsunglasses of Inspector Jandaeng. To be continued.

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